sometimes im not sure what im doing
other times I don't know what I be wanting
sometimes im lost in thought
other times I don't feel complete at all
sometimes I just think about or get stuck in the thought of wondering what it is I need to feel complete
I got my home, I got my daughter, I got myself, I got a wonderful job
im here on the westcoast and since I been here nothing but blessings have happened for me
there have been quite a few bumps along the road some that im still having a hard time swallowing
maybe im just trying to make sure im on point at all times cause I know im surviving for not only me but my daughter too and I wanna make sure that from now on I don't have any more fuck ups
maybe its cause I want more or maybe im satisfied with where im at
sometimes I feel lonely but then again I'm thankful for the loneliness
gives me time to clarify what it is I want and what my next steps gonna be
I wanna take my time in whatever I do because I know how that rush feeling feels and doesn't do anything but cause confusion
I've noticed that I don't have time for irrelevant situations irrelevant conversations or wasted time
I've noticed that I've stopped a lot of things that I used to have no problem doing
im excercising the word no like its the only word I know because lately I've noticed that I've been taken advantage of in many ways
im not interested in love anymore
im not interested in being in a relationship as hard as I wanted to be before
instead I just want whatever is meant for me to gravitate to me when its time for it to come
i pray I get whatever is meant for me
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